You’re not born to be infected with the thoughts of what a god is going to define you as when your time of after life comes. It’s not about a heaven or a hell. After your ancestors define you as one of their own flesh and blood you should feel honored to know where you came from and to have respect for you own family who helps you be who you are its not about what other people think of you the only people on the world who matter to you is your family you should respect them up to a certain point in your life of temptation. The thoughts that you encounter about what the world thinks of you is not what is important to you. Your ancestors live in you. You feel the things they felt as if you are were them. You see the things they saw up into a certain extent in your life.
The things that you are suppose to feel in your life are the thoughts of respect to your family and to have a relationship with them so that you’re honored to be with them at any point in time.

As they say in the book of words so said by the person people call god.
These are the things not to do in your life of eternity to be un infected when you enter the place people believe is heaven: don’t lie, don’t cheat, and never steal.
As if anyone on this planet has never done any of those.
Why should all humanity suffer for something that they will never see.
They think they’ll survive but really we all seem to die.

mmm.

the way we wanted to look at the world suddenly doesnt make sense, if only the words we thought could acctually make sense to all the other beings on this hell world. the only way i survive is musical truths.-cass.

<--oliver sykes

TASTE OF CHAOS 2009. ill see utah there.

NIKI FM.

fantasy's once happened, in the times that we all stopped singing doo doo doo.

how will we ever find our way back? when this is all we have..our drums..our vocals..we crash parties...and then we crash eachothers cars as if we're in transformers..lets go get tattoos and piercings and drink some beer and lay back and chill we all can crash rich kids parties to prove it to them!!

god loves ugly...once upon a time in minneapolis, yoi damn near had to steal the showi stepped on the stage, who is it?my names slug ive come to kill a couple minuteswhats up with the way, that everybody gathers around each otherso they can steal each others soundif its all about gettin down with the get downhow long i gotta wait for these fools to sit down?appears more clear in its simplest formnobody sees tears when youre sittin in a stormabandoning the norm, and handling the harvestmeasuring the worth by the depth of the hardshipsi welcome all the hatred you can aim at my namei held on to the sacred ways of how to play the gamewhen the soldiers started runnin short on rationsi began tappin the egg, to spark the hatchinmake it happenand take this captain to the gallowsi keep steerin us into an area thats shallowtalkin to my shadow, he advised me not to worryhe said i should plant my tree and let it rise out of the furyso give me some light, a little love and some liquidim gonna creep through the nightand put a plug in the spicketand when the water growsand the dam starts to overflowill float atop the flood, holding on to my ugly

things that are my life:

art:live up to it.

art epresses things that you dont even understand as in this picture its means so much..ha you probably just think its a cool painting but its not it has so much meaning and its the most real thing i've heard its insane. the truth sets the mind to a point of un-defience.




music has its main affects one life..i think its what keeps me alive and actually wanting to stay in this sum bag world...well i take that back the people are scum bags the world would be so stellar without humanity it would be the prettiest thing ever. music is so defined that it can say anything and i understand the point..its un realistic to think something so small is the biggest thing in the world to me.



humanity has its disguises why cant you see through them when all they are, are costumes we wear to parties to get attention oh what a drag we livve under detention.



peace was something i use to believe in until i found the truth of: its non eistant as long as humanity survives once we die it will appear once again..maybe the dino's will too.



concerts are something that i live in :) i couldnt survive without them..when you see a band..it changes the way you look at everything live it up..









photography is something that i love..but ill deffinatly have to thank ryan goodwill for that one..he was the one who got me into it..i wish i had some of our pics to put up but i dont..ryans a good kid..i love him more than life it self..my siblings are my only friends..theyll always be there...and i know that..un like other humans i dont trust anyone i dont know if they hate me or not but frankly i dont care :)

be who you are not who i am be who you want not who everyone else wants you to be..

i have my hates i have my loves, its what keeps me goingg.."my parents they have their religions but sleep in diferent houses"

septum//anni..

"THE LIVES WE THOUGHT WE LIVED...SUDDENLY DISSAPEAR IN THE END FOR WE ALL FORGET WHO WE REALLY ARE."

:) I GOT MY SEPTUMM PIERCED. ITS MEGA GNAR!

PROBABLY CHILLER THAN MY LIP!

:)


anni nelson i love you thanks for always being there.

universal integrity.

the universe is full of happiness we all just dont see it because we're all so selfish we just think that we only have to think of ourselves we dont look beyond that and give the universe credit for pleasing us with all of this happiness!! why is it that we never look at the good things in life we all just look at the bad negative things? Also why is it that all we want is attention from others... people come up with some of the stupidest lies just to get attention but the thing is, is that all the attention and happiness they want is right in front of their faces but even though we all know we have it good we all still have to have that selfish attention drawn to us we cant live without it..but the thing is we can live without it who needs attention from other beggars? when you could just stay happy with the ones who love you love you for who you are not for what they want you to be for they like you as you are because you have enough integrity to stay true to yourself and not hange who you are so people you probably wont talk to in five years can have control over you and your happiness? just rise above, have integrity, and notice that happiness the universe is spoiling you with!!

"you encountered the words the men speak of you, you bring the happiness you want into your life you drag us all down into the dirt as the people cry screaming for help you ignore them think of your own selfish needs to get out of this hell town wanting to run away from all the guilt and pain that leads back to that day you felt like shit from the start...now what do you have to do? you have nothing left except for that little part of pain in your soul that everyone else stopped looking for, only well simply because they wanted to love their souls not stay in the empty one that causes them pain, un like you, you cant stop fighting it. you have to stay with it and keep running for thats what you do."-cassidee goodwill.